Sunday, January 30, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

dream accomplished

heh! dreamed of the late her last night. she didn't say anything. in fact, she avoided my eyes. i yelled to attract her attention but it seemed that nobody else could see her. told mum abt seeing her in my dream and she hit the bull's eye when she(mom) guessed that she didn't say anything. mum said that's coz the deceased don't say a word after their death. hhmmm... well... this might seem nonsensical to some but seeing someone u adore to bits actually means alot okay.... even in dreams.

on the lighter note, i bought shoes again wit pussy, her cousin and a few oth ppl. was selling at 90bucks at zara but i got them at 20. hee! my green slip ons. more shopping on the way. wanted to get gloves frm topshop but they don;t have my size anymore. sheesh! baru nak feeling sex and the city.

and! i need to get alot of stuff for the new semester.... sigh..... exactly 3 more weeks to go in sunny lion city. will be facing autumn shortly into the new semester. i hate the cold! its so depressing! and to top things off, my lovely playmate feezter is gone! i am still lookin for a new housemate and i'm so not lookin forward to coming back to an empty house with lotsa baby roaches hiding from the sun.

ps: amai! kay... but keep in touch yeah! thanx for the encouragement!
man, read the previous entries la.

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Friday, January 28, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

baack

kay long time no news... well... if u noe the kind of loss i went through... argh! if only u knew! the feeling of loss will never be forgotten. u noe... when someone u really adore goes after suffering much pain, u'll feel relieved for the person, am i right to say that? but if that person passes away tragically, u can't help feeling so helpless. the feeling where 'if only i had known that it was gonna happen, i would have.........' and it will always remain an open ended 'if only'. get wud i mean?

reply to devil: is that how u say hi? if that's so, well.... fuck to u to! but! if u're trying to make me and the readers pissed.... try harder honey. i'm at peace with myself and the word 'fuck' don't mean anything to me dearest devil. i don't belong to your level where the word 'fuck' would piss me off. sweetie, i won't stoop that low for u. tsk tsk tsk... i really pity u. i hope u find your inner peace and be in peace with yourself and the people around you.

to all that tried to console me: THANK YOU VERY MUCH. its these times that you really need for someone to listen and even provide a shoulder. so your messages meant alot. from the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH. and also thanx to those who force me out of my grieve by makin me go out to meet u ppl up. it helped alot. i love my friends very much. and once again, maceh banyak banyak!

note to amai: no more blog ah? wud telah happen?

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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

shocked and in denial.

i just lost my godmother/neighbour/aunty. i'm in shock and i refuse to believe that she's gone. i wanna cry and let it all out. but everyone is putting pn a brave front. i desperately need a hug.

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Friday, January 07, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

aiyah!

i forgot my photobucket username! so here are some health tips... been super sick lately. i actually swollowed 2 whole panadols WILLINGLY. so dats how sick i am at the moment.

Second Wind
Working out later in the day could be a great way to breeze through your exercise routine.

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Exercising regularly can make your RealAge as much as 9 years younger. (wow! nine years!)

Less Is More

Make portion control your ally in long-term weight loss.

In a recent study, controlling portion size emerged as one of the most effective strategies for shedding excess pounds and keeping them off. Use small plates, eat slowly, and eat fiber-rich, balanced meals to help you feel satisfied while curbing any tendencies to eat too many calories.

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